I'll start off by explaining myself.

I'm 14 years old. Im in year 9. i have a boyfriend. And yeah, i dont no what else i can say.

I dont want people finding out who i am. Incase my friends come on here and realise who i am.

At school, im one of the popular crowd. My boyfriend doesn't go to my school. But its okay i guess. Theres only 3 girls in our crowd the rest are all boys. So its sorta hard working up to the expectations. Me Though, im the least prettest out of all the girls. I might look the skinnest but i dont feel it. I'm fat. I go swimming everyday trying to get a body like the others but its not really going anywhere. The other two girls, well they have boyfriends. One which is in the year above. The Other in my year, me and him are extremely close. Intill they got together. But the girls, there cool. They look out for me.Well, they used to. Intill they spent all there time together double dating and telling eachother gossip. Sometimes, i just feel so alone.